My name is Brooke. I’m a Licensed Practical Nurse working in Vancouver’s Downtown Eastside. It is one of the most beautiful and authentic places I have ever worked, but it has many challenges.
One of those challenges is that there are no cut-and-dry answers for things. I work with a population living with long-term difficulties with their mental health and addictions. It can be difficult to adjust my expectations and still feel like I am making a positive impact. Lately, with the opioid crisis, there have been so many losses in the community, which has left a trail of grief and sorrow that is hard to contend with.
The environment itself can be chaotic and unpredictable at times, and I can roll with the punches for a long time before realizing I have unmet needs.
The term “self-care” used to make me want to run for the hills. It seemed so selfish to be wasting time worrying about myself when I work with people struggling to meet some of their basic needs.
Thankfully, I have a wise counsellor who has been telling me for years how and why I need to focus on self-care.
My husband and counsellor were both very quick to point out how I was starting to change in this job. I found myself not eating properly and not sleeping well at times. I often felt like I had no energy left over at the end of the day.
One of the practical things I have added to my daily routine is that I now ride my bicycle to work. It helps me to expel any anxiety on my way in and allows me to decompress on my way home. I try to pack a nice little lunch and take time on my breaks to sit, breathe, and enjoy the beautiful scenery along the seawall. I also plan many awesome adventures on my weekends, so I have something to look forward to during the week.
Another helpful thing I added to my day is stopping on my way home from work to sit and reflect for a while. I do an inventory of how my day went, what I did well, and what I could do better tomorrow. I try to leave all that stuff there and ride home without it.
Implementing a few of these tools each day has made an incredible difference in my mental health, how well I am able to cope with difficulties at work, and how much physical energy I have left at the end of the day.
Brooke Peppler works for Community Apothecary and the Portland Hotel Society.
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